How to shed the armor and live with less anxiety

Updated: Mar 12


Body Armor
Empath Armor

Many empaths don armor to protect their emotional and social selves. It can happen at any time in life. I am unable to pinpoint the exact moment I donned my armor, but I believe it was somewhere around age 4. My mom left my dad and I unknowingly assumed the roles of pseudo-partner to my mom and pseudo-parent to my one-year-old sister. I crawled into my shell from that point forward. I was a "good girl", doing what I was told. Even doing things without being told. And that is when it happened. I put on the armor of overfunctioning.


"When anxiety hits, our brain often turns on its autopilot. We find the quickest way to calm ourselves and everyone else down. For many people, the fastest strategy is to become over-responsible for family, friends, colleagues, and even strangers." Dr. Kathleen Smith

Overfunctioning was my way of reacting to the changes that were happening around me that I had no control over. Overfunctioning looked like staying busy, tending to my sister even if she didn't need tending to, and doing things to ease my mom's stress and worry. At that tender age I had no idea I was putting on the armor. But it became my normal way of functioning in the world.


I received praise growing up for being so helpful, which reinforced my overfunctioning. It wasn't until the past couple of years that I've come to realize it's caused more harm than good. It was unhealthy for me because it increased my anxiety and kept me from learning better ways to be calm. And I inadvertently kept my loved ones and co-workers from becoming more capable humans.


Do you recognize any of these patterns in yourself?


Work

  • doing something for someone they can do because it will take less time

  • taking on a task because teaching another staff member will be frustrating

  • taking over for a colleague when they won't do a task the same way you will

  • leaving instructions for a job that a person could easily figure out themselves

  • worrying about other people's responsibilities

Family or Marriage

  • making sure your partner wakes up and/or goes to bed at a certain time

  • having goals for your spouse or child that they don't have for themselves

  • lecturing family members about how to eat healthier

  • doing something for your child that they can do so it will create less of a mess

  • keeping a mental schedule for your partner because they often forget appointments

  • taking over a family tradition because you can do it better

  • hiding alcohol or food from someone so they won't overindulge

  • steering your child away from experiences that may result in failure

Friend or Other People

  • finishing people's sentences when they're anxious

  • giving advice to a distressed friend who hasn't asked for any

  • doing something for someone after they've communicated they're capable

  • telling a driver when to stop, speed up, or turn

  • doing a task for someone when you know the task is going to frustrate them


When you overfunction, you are less likely to show up as you and have your needs met. You struggle to share what you really think or ask for what you want.


Start by asking yourself, "What is mine in this situation?" Getting clarity around what is yours, and assuming responsibility ONLY for what is yours, is the path to shedding your armor and living with less anxiety.


iPhone Notes App
Empath Starting Overfunctioning Tracker List

Here's how I work on taking off my armor. I use the Notes app on my iPhone (because it's always with me and I can pull it out at any time). I start an "Overfunctioning Tracker" note. With each occurrence, I capture the:

  1. date and location

  2. situation, i.e. telling him to text his friend because he got sidetracked from doing it

  3. identify what or why it isn't mine, i.e. it isn't mine to remind him to do it

  4. highlight WINS when I catch myself overfunctioning but stop in my tracks, i.e. his shoe was untied and I didn't tell him to tie it because it isn't mine to be a parent to another adult = WIN


When I started addressing this, I gave my spouse permission to lovingly and gently let me know when I was overfunctioning. I have noticed a reduction in both of our anxiety levels and experienced a refreshing freedom to focus on my self-care.


My awareness of my overfunctioning has been good. Healing is good. Healing feels optimistic and peaceful.


Be gentle with yourself as you begin this exploration, my friend. Remind yourself this armor developed as a coping mechanism. Now you are choosing a different way to thrive. Choose Living Bravely!


#LivingBravely

#SelfHealers

#LivingOutsideTheLines2021



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